den [04 Jan 2010|10:21pm] eloisa_aaa week 1 of bein a veggie is accomplished. & im not missing meat. lets see how long it lasts... weekend update: -new yrs eve. -got off work at 2! -chilled with the peeps. -acid fags. -wine -pop champagne -abble juice. -que es eso-ness -re-united-ness -sleepover -schm0ke -;) -hicks. -slept all day new yrs. -no work. -compton. -more wine. -doggies. -dead doggie on freeway -home. -bagel barn.nah scatter barn -ang! -k! -asia sarita! -embarrassement. -the boys. -closing forever -jackete' -medical talk -home. -:p ne ner ne ner -secretz sunday ...eh blah not very interesting sounding but it was chill. note to self: dont ever give beans to beaners,es no good. well january, yr a sneaky one! cant wait to see how this years gonna go by. i'm still happy. post comment

[04 Jan 2010|11:54am] r14nn4r0ck the only friend who has asked to come see adrien is a girl i have never even met before how sad is that. it makes me a feel a bit lonely that the people i know in real life dont seem to bother too much really. i guess its my fault. i dont know how but its easier to say its mine than tryin g to figure out what the real deal is. i was hoping the excitment of Adrien would bring people around;...friends especially. but i guess all i have right now is Leia. even though we have never met, she is friends with cece and maty so we used to hangout with the same groups of people. she is a bit more understanding too becuase she has a 5month old son. she tried to come see me the day we were getting discharged from the hospital but she couldnt find a babysitter for Jayce. ohwell. thank god for that babygaga site. at least i have friends pregnant and or with children to talk to everyday. but so far leia is the only one from torrance. haha. oh well. maybe in danville i can make friends 1 comment|post comment

2010 [01 Jan 2010|12:11pm] eloisa_aaa is here. Another day, another year gone by. no limits to anything,life keeps flying everything around seems much too blurry for a world to be in this such hurry but all of its clear all of its real yet it doesn't compare to anything yu feel its just another year to lift up yr heel. its just another year. another year to begin with a smile, brush everything aside, to toast for the moment and enjoy whats arrived! 2010 fuckkk 2009 has changed me into a somewhat different person. ive became more responsible, had many better outlooks on life as well as people, learned to enjoy life in any situation, and focus on myself. i dont think ive had any real new years resolutions,they' ve all failed or i never was actually clear of thought. soo im going to try again because thats all i can do. 1)STAY HAPPY:keep my head up high, dont let shit bring me down. &be intact of what trys to control me. 2)get healthy and fit and fuckin stick to accupressure. 3)become a vegetarian? im still not too sure..but as of right now its day 4. 4)get my license,a car,& GED. *taste the sky and feel alive<3 post comment

[31 Dec 2009|10:06pm] r14nn4r0ck Adrien Nathaniel Boyd. Born Monday December 28th, 2009 at 12:02pm i started having contractions early morning sunday, at like 5:30 am. by 7 they were 10 minutes apart, by 11 they were 7 minutes apart. i held out though, i went shopping with Jake, watched movies at home[in lots of pain]] Finally at 7pm my mom and Jake convinced me to go to the hospital. we got there, checked in, and got a room in like 30 seconds, i got dressed in hospital gear, strapped to monisters and ivs..and just waited. my contractions were a little irregular and i was scared i was going to just get sent home and told to wait, but the nurse called my doctor and since i was so overdue [8days] they were going to keep me no matter what and if i hadnt progressed enough by 4am i would be induced. i got checked right when i got there and i was 5cm dilated. i had been dilated at 3 for 2 weeks. by 1 am i was only dilated to a 6 and the pain was awful so i got an epidural...amazing stuff. couldnt feel a thing..not even my legs. [i had to be cathed becuase i couldnt even feel my bladder] around 4 am i wasnt progressed so i was hooked up to pitocin to make my contractions stronger and closer..again thank god for epidural. shortly after around 5am i started to feel more back labor..the epi was wearing off..so i told the nurse and she upped my epi...didnt work so she called the epi guy and he gave me a super strong shot of something in my epidural line that was supposed to make me SUPER NUMB...didnt work. i was in SO MUCH PAIN. let me tell you, pitocin induced contractions suck. they werent lying when they said it was WORSE than normal labor.[and i had back labor to beign with which SUCKED] finally i told the new nurse i was in too much pain, i was shaking and i couldnt even sit still i wanted to cry. my contractions were now 30 seconds apart..i wasnt even getting a break between them. ffinally the epi doctor came in and had to REPLACE. my original epi becuase it just wouldnt work. so he replaced it..while i was having contractions. i nearly passed out from pain. 5 minuts later,....i couldnt feel anything. SUPERGREAT. which was good timing becuase 10 minutes after getting the new epi and it JUST started working, my ob came in to check me..10cm dilated! so he broke my water and about 20 minutes later i started pushing. after about an hour of pushing at 12:02[with a little help of a vaccum] Adrien took his first breaths and cried on my belly. hes a little angel. 3 days old and i loved this little guy more than anything. sure he might keep us up a little a night becuase he doesnt have a groove yet, but i dont mind. it was worth it. 31 hours of labor was a breeze thanks to hospital drugs. :] 1 comment|post comment

yu can still be free [28 Dec 2009|11:56pm] eloisa_aaa if time will set yu free. post comment

[26 Dec 2009|02:22pm] r14nn4r0ck fukcing 7 days overdue. its seriously depressing. i just want this baby out. cooper is in labor, i was sure id go before her. but the world just runs against you when you want things to badly. thats why i gave up on a christmas baby. but a baby THIS year would be nice please. post comment

....continued [25 Dec 2009|12:30pm] eloisa_aaa Xmas party at the apt. -a&a show up -w33d -more vodka -bugles -persain talk -laughs -banana cakes -whiskey -wine -rosemary rolls -anger -flower clip -robot?? -"black cars" -departing -huntington beach -3rd party -free-ness -jungle juice! -mexicans galore -dancing -lonely gay black guy -jerkin -2 random fools "why are yu sitting at a party" "im gay,yr pretty" -cigarrette -thirsty-ness -tecate -more dancing -<3in -rolled at 3am -tired as fuck -home -sleep!!! post comment

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